Friday, August 22, 2008

Musings 1

There is something so stupid that goes around in this world. While we let ourselves to free fall without letting anything to bother ourselves, then this sweet whiff of air that travels along with you swept your mind to such a place from where you will refuse to return. Sometime, it is impossible to learn that why at all you allowed yourself to unwind and swam with the flow. Impossible is a word that gets counted and well when you are lost in that jungle without knowing any clue about it how to get out of it. Should I keep my candle of hope burning or should I let the storm take care of it? The dark clouds that came from nowhere the other day flounced everything in my dream land. A land that I have so meticulously weaved around someone, where we would indulge ourselves in the some of the most wonderful dreams. People say it is good to dream and I wonder if I could ever live it anymore. The harsh realty that has ruthlessly crushed my mind and bruised my soul for no fault of mine will keep on haunting me until a time when nothing will matter. Today, I believe what Bob Dylan has sung “When you’ve got nothing, you’ve got nothing to lose”. True, if I had nothing to lose some days ago, I would not have been a loser. The lost has been realized. It is cruel and hard but it is the truth. I have to believe in it even if I don’t want to. The reality rules, the truth rules and I have to honour. In today’s hard life, it is not only about how much love and emotions you can invest, but how much you can spend and how profitable can be the venture. It is all about money and it is only about money. Make no mistake about this, it is only and only about money. What if you love so much, what if you care for so much, what if you want to live forever for, what if you stand tall and nothing to bother, and you are still a loser just because I do not have any more left to spend. So, "don’t think twice it’s alright".